Ah, the plight of so many of us. Few
things are more painful than love unrequited. Okay, so this isn't
really love, more like desire or attraction. Regardless, this song
is an interesting twist on having feelings for another and getting nothing
back. Most songs of this nature focus on the "oh woe is me" aspect
of such disappointment. This one, however, looks at what could have
been in a contemplative way. The young man speaking (I say man because
I am familiar with this story, though the concept could apply to a woman
as well) is attracted to a young woman he has befriended. As they
spend time together, he is looking for signs that she might see something
in him as well. But each time he sees nothing, and eventually realizes
that she's just not interested. He still holds a tiny hope in the
back of his mind. Eventually, the time comes when their association
ends, and he makes a last ditch attempt to stay in touch with her, but
knows it's not going to happen. He is not really talking to her,
though. He is saying all these words to himself, as if he were talking
to her. We see that she has no say in the song. This is a nice
symbol to represent the whole situation. He is doing all the talking,
she says nothing. In the actual situation, he was making all the
effort to foster a relationship, while she made none. The song reminds
of someone playing out a scenario within the mind.
To go along with the downcast, contemplative mood,
the music is slow, quiet, and very mellow. There is no extravagant
guitar work, no wild and sad high notes, or anything like that. There
our guy isn't crying or angry or the like. He's just mildly depressed
and accepting his reality. The rhythm is played in a light distortion,
while the lead is clean. This further adds to the somber mood.
Chad actually told me this entire story. It
is somewhat involved, but here's what it boils down to. During the
fall semester of his first year in college, he met a girl in one of his
classes. She was having some difficulty in the class, which Chad
doing quite well in. He ended up working with her, helping her to
improve in the class. They became pretty good friends; they would
have non studying related get togethers. Chad started liking her,
so he decided to start dropping hints here and there to see if she might
return his attraction. After some time, and still getting no response,
he began to realize there was nothing there for her. Finally, as
the
semester was drawing to a close, he attempted to find out if he would see
her during spring semester. He essentially got brushed off.